was so much fun! We went to the William's landfill/ranch. It's on the way to Alamo and they have a little pond out there, horses and plenty of room (and dirt) for the kids to have a great time. We rode the rangers and drove 4 wheelers and had a blast. The Stones, Nashes & Iversons went and we had 13 kids between all of us. I pretty much had to strip the boys down to bring them home they were so dirty. I really want to get one of those little 4 wheelers...............
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I'm jealous! Looks like you guys had so much fun! Sorry I missed your call when you were driving home. I took a nap! :) I'll call you tomorrow!
Yeah, that looks like a total party. Lucky. (I said that last part with a Napoleon voice)
I looked at everything I had sent you in the form of an email. I was so cruel so many times. I am so completely messed up. You were the best friend I have ever had. You forgave me over and over again. I never deserved you in my life for one second. I truly do have medical conditions that complicated everything...and I'm sure that in time and with medical help I can resolve those things...at least I hope and pray this! But my inability to love someone completely when their around for fear of losing them...and my horrible venomous tongue when I'm upset or feeling rejected...my lack of courage...my meanness when I think I'm losing someone to try and make it easier on me. I got mad at Sandra to try and deal with her being dead. That's how I dealt with my dad abandoning us. It's how I deal with so many things. I am so weak and immature in so many ways I want to throw up. I have never been more ashamed of my life as I sat there and read those horrible things I had written you. I don't remember writing them...and that only makes what I did worse. Anxiety attacks and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder are only excuses. My spirit is so much better than that. You deserved so much better than any of that. Not even once should you have had to deal with my wretchedness. I can't believe I begged you to come back. I tried to bring Sandra back to live in that broken and decimated body. I brought you back gain and again do deal with my broken and decimated personality. I was never the friend you deserved. I will pray ever day that you find someone great who will love you the way I did but without all of the horrible issues that plague my emotional and mental health. I will pray and fast that you're heart will heal from all of this. It was all my fault. You did everything right and much more than anyone would have ever done. You are truly the best woman I know. You are truly the best friend I have ever had. I saw the depth of your beautiful heart like no one ever has...and I am thankful and blessed for that in more ways than I could ever express. You are the best thing that ever happened to me! My spirit will miss you more than words will ever be able to express. You will always be My Angel Pure. And Heaven knows I was never deserving of an Angel in my life. I broke the heart of my best friend so often. These eight years from her diagnosis to know have been the worst Hell I could ever imagine...but you were truly my angel during part of it. You got me back on the path...you helped save me from losing all I had worked so hard for all of my life before this began...you will always be my greatest treasure. I'm so sorry I hut you. I will never forgive myself for hurting my best friend so deeply. You have dealt with so much badness in your life and not once have you deserved or caused any of it. I was supposed to be your cure...but you were mine. Thank you. With the deepest love a friend can posess, Chris
You always do such fun stuff with your boys! They are so lucky to have such a cool mom!
Umm... O.k.....:) You know what I'm talking about when I say ummm, right? Anyway Call me and when you want to order you one of those little four wheelers. You are so fun, we should have you and the boys over for dinner or somethin, if you want to that is?! :) We had fun too!!!
O.k. forgot to mention that, I took some pretty good pics of you! You totally look like one of the models on a motorcyle calendar! :)
Melody, can you send me some pics? my email is b-c-w@hotmail.com That was so much fun!
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